Aaah..hv u ever felt dat every day u get up thinking sum thoughts n end up thinking d same thoughts over & over till d next dawn cums n den even keep thinking (widout knowing) for d next dawn n so on..why do we not stay at a higher mental frame dat we aspire to, dat we choose or want to remain, even after reaching dere? why is it dat we learn sumthing in life and den during d passage of time we quickly unlearn d same (widout knowing)..n den again life teaches d same lesson..which dis time we feel we r goin to retain it forever..but no!! we again unlearn..well dis does nuthn, but kills a Beautiful person sitting within us, a person dats only meant to Shine n shine with all its Might!!
BUT now when m confessing all dis, it has got a deep meaning to me..a meaning of Unshakable commitment to nobody but my SELF.. i hv decided very firmly dat m no-more goin to play dis hide n seek game wid my Self..n m nt goin to kill my Inner Self at ne cost..Instead i hv taken full charge of my SELF n m going to Reach d highest level of EXCELLENCE within me, no matter what!! n dere z goin to be NO TURNING BACK now!!
Well during dis learning-unlearning process, a gud thing happened to me..as its rightly said, every experience leaves u teaching sumthin, if u keep ur eyes n ears open to sense it!! So even dis killing process made me learn sum REAL Facts of life - d fact dat life has its own mystery, people here r goin to remain d same, situations, though in different manner may crop up, but d essence within them stays d same..n yeah, most importantly d fact dat Life, at every moment, tests nobody, but YOU!! It, at every phase, checks out how much have u really grown in life..hw much have u learned from it, hw much hv u retained its lessons, hw deeply hv u understood Your own Great Self and hw consistent r u going to stay wid ur nothing less den the BEST Self always!! In short, d CRUX z its always ur own PERSONAL COMMITMENT dat matters..d commitment to be the BEST that u can be in life, to be d someone for whom u can always feel Proud of in life!! And in this commitment NOBODY, except YOU, plays d role.. a pivotal role!! Therefore, in every situation of life, never undermine this Personal Commitment of Growth in life, coz dis z wat really gives MEANING to d life..a meaning to our existence.
N one more thing, it 's very very easy to slide bk n cum again to live like a normal person wid normal behaviours & mediocricy. But it takes d Real COURAGE out of u to b d Different n Walk d DIFFERENCE wid ur Personal commitments..ur Values!!
Wid all dis, m starting afresh wid all d more vigour n unshakable commitment to transform my self from a "Better ME" to be THE BEST of Me..luv u, as alwaz!!
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