PROUD of...

So now if i ask myself, what would be Me that i can feel Proud of!! Its a question for d lifetime..n d reply to dis z wat will give a NEW DIRECTION to my thoughts, my life..a direction where dere z no turning back!!


A "WISE Person"...

Now dat's got a very deep meaning...it calls for a person who irrespective of d gender, age or status is very Wise..Mature. One who very well understands d value of "Life" (d value of Breaths), who firmly believes in a Bigger Meaning of Life while staying in d realities of life (among d same set of people, situations), who knows d value of SILENCE, value of Calmness n Equanimity in all situations, who understands d difference between right n wrong..who always do wats Right n wat needs to be done quietly...who values Genuineness above all in every relation n connects deeply wid everyone genuinely, who knows wat to overlook n fills Self only wid POSITIVE Energies always..n most importantly who values Thy GREAT SELF (a reflection of GOD widin) wid high Respect n pays sincere gratitude to the Almighty for HIS creation n HIS Life by having a good-night sleep every night n morning Prayers, come what may....Above All, who knows dat he z on d Right Track, which he has Chosen for Self by Personal Commitment n stands Firm (Very Tough) on it, no matter what!!

Such a Wise person has got d Complete Power to Control one's own Life..n dere is no situation outside dat can control him..or if said differently, den he z d one who never lets nething go out of his control by his Wisdom!! BELIEVES IN SELF Fully, above ALL n is the SOLUTION of ALL..Fearless n Confident.

No doubt for d obvious reasons, such a wise person seems as a MYSTERY to many as to how does he have undisputed grace in life..hw he achieves everything he wants, widout fail and dat too in d same fashion as he desired..he leaves one n all (regardless of age, gender or status) INSPIRED n AMAZED by his so Perfect Persona...the BEST in everything.. having no signs of doubts, fears, anxieties...only one thing reflects n dats CONTENTMENT!!

Anyone can understand them only if they hv got d patience to dive deep widin their amazing self..n observe dem closely. Else, they are quiet n remain Mystery for all insincere flocking fools..never explain demselves to ppl..even a word of Wisdom is given briefly wid d divine importance of every word. Lucky r d ones who can actually understand dem deeply n ya once they do, dere is nuthn which can stop dem from not getting Inspired by such Wise Persons n Respect dem throughout dere Life!! They quietly Set an EXAMPLE for oders to follow n let dem find even dere meaning of Life!! One n all Respect them for what they are..

Am feeling so Proud to be a person who z willing to learn, change n grow out to be such a Great Wise Person for the Lifetime!!! May I be able to consistently set an Inspiring Example for one n all to even raise their spirits n live a meaningful Life..a Life dats meant to be appreciated every moment for all its Beauty n to be Grateful about to the ALMIGHTY!!

Killing me inside...

Aaah..hv u ever felt dat every day u get up thinking sum thoughts n end up thinking d same thoughts over & over till d next dawn cums n den even keep thinking (widout knowing) for d next dawn n so on..why do we not stay at a higher mental frame dat we aspire to, dat we choose or want to remain, even after reaching dere? why is it dat we learn sumthing in life and den during d passage of time we quickly unlearn d same (widout knowing)..n den again life teaches d same lesson..which dis time we feel we r goin to retain it forever..but no!! we again unlearn..well dis does nuthn, but kills a Beautiful person sitting within us, a person dats only meant to Shine n shine with all its Might!!

BUT now when m confessing all dis, it has got a deep meaning to me..a meaning of Unshakable commitment to nobody but my SELF.. i hv decided very firmly dat m no-more goin to play dis hide n seek game wid my Self..n m nt goin to kill my Inner Self at ne cost..Instead i hv taken full charge of my SELF n m going to Reach d highest level of EXCELLENCE within me, no matter what!! n dere z goin to be NO TURNING BACK now!!

Well during dis learning-unlearning process, a gud thing happened to me..as its rightly said, every experience leaves u teaching sumthin, if u keep ur eyes n ears open to sense it!! So even dis killing process made me learn sum REAL Facts of life - d fact dat life has its own mystery, people here r goin to remain d same, situations, though in different manner may crop up, but d essence within them stays d same..n yeah, most importantly d fact dat Life, at every moment, tests nobody, but YOU!! It, at every phase, checks out how much have u really grown in life..hw much have u learned from it, hw much hv u retained its lessons, hw deeply hv u understood Your own Great Self and hw consistent r u going to stay wid ur nothing less den the BEST Self always!! In short, d CRUX z its always ur own PERSONAL COMMITMENT dat matters..d commitment to be the BEST that u can be in life, to be d someone for whom u can always feel Proud of in life!! And in this commitment NOBODY, except YOU, plays d role.. a pivotal role!! Therefore, in every situation of life, never undermine this Personal Commitment of Growth in life, coz dis z wat really gives MEANING to d life..a meaning to our existence.

N one more thing, it 's very very easy to slide bk n cum again to live like a normal person wid normal behaviours & mediocricy. But it takes d Real COURAGE out of u to b d Different n Walk d DIFFERENCE wid ur Personal commitments..ur Values!!

Wid all dis, m starting afresh wid all d more vigour n unshakable commitment to transform my self from a "Better ME" to be THE BEST of Me..luv u, as alwaz!!