Observe Life.....

Sitting alone....Thinking Nothing...well atleast trying to Think Nothing!!

I like Sitting in Silence...Nobody around me...just me and Silence...talking to each other...and all that we have to feel is Peace...Serenity...Nothing matters more than that moment and the fact that I am ALIVE to mere cherish this Silence around me..

Its definitely rightly said...Real success of life lies in living it with the Peace of Mind! No matter how rich you are...how much well settled you are..how much fame you have...at the end what matters is how much peaceful you are inside..else all these riches..fame...success hold no value!

So if i have to tell someone the Secret to live Life...I would just say live every moment of it maintaining peace  of mind as much as possible...taking life as it comes...coz ups and downs, additions / deletions in life are bound to happen and no-one till date on this earth is guaranteed a life without all these!

Take life as it comes...Strive always for Peace of mind in every situation of life...Live life as an 'Observer'..see life as a drama organized by someone much much superior than us...This will bring down all anxieties, excitements of life to a Normal level...where it is ought to be actually! And then see life happening...experience it as an observer only..then you will be left with Nothing to be taken as Personal...you will just keep watching the Show...and Admire the Show Organizer for its design!

This thought in itself makes me Laugh on this drama called Life...where Nothing is Permanent and Change is the Only constant thing. Nobody is yours at the end...you have come Alone and you will go Alone... that's the Reality of Life! So live with your Best Self...observe Life...and Let it happen!

Enjoy your Own Company...coz thats the Best company you can be with most of the time...so Cherish it! Ppl no matter how close they are...will be found distant when you need them the most..and the only person you will be left with will be your Own Self..!

Love Self....and you will see the Beginning of a Life-long Romance!! Pamper your Self...Give yourself the Best times of Life...Never let your Spirit die no matter how many disappointments stuck you..no matter how many ppl try to let you down! Be your Own Best Friend....and Call it whenever you Need it...coz that's for sure to come to you whenever you need it...when everyone else is sleeping around you...it's Awake to listen Only to your Heart..to Guide you even in the darkest Night...Take you towards the Sunshine as the day grows by...and let you see a new dawn..a new picture to relish!

PROUD of...

So now if i ask myself, what would be Me that i can feel Proud of!! Its a question for d lifetime..n d reply to dis z wat will give a NEW DIRECTION to my thoughts, my life..a direction where dere z no turning back!!


A "WISE Person"...

Now dat's got a very deep meaning...it calls for a person who irrespective of d gender, age or status is very Wise..Mature. One who very well understands d value of "Life" (d value of Breaths), who firmly believes in a Bigger Meaning of Life while staying in d realities of life (among d same set of people, situations), who knows d value of SILENCE, value of Calmness n Equanimity in all situations, who understands d difference between right n wrong..who always do wats Right n wat needs to be done quietly...who values Genuineness above all in every relation n connects deeply wid everyone genuinely, who knows wat to overlook n fills Self only wid POSITIVE Energies always..n most importantly who values Thy GREAT SELF (a reflection of GOD widin) wid high Respect n pays sincere gratitude to the Almighty for HIS creation n HIS Life by having a good-night sleep every night n morning Prayers, come what may....Above All, who knows dat he z on d Right Track, which he has Chosen for Self by Personal Commitment n stands Firm (Very Tough) on it, no matter what!!

Such a Wise person has got d Complete Power to Control one's own Life..n dere is no situation outside dat can control him..or if said differently, den he z d one who never lets nething go out of his control by his Wisdom!! BELIEVES IN SELF Fully, above ALL n is the SOLUTION of ALL..Fearless n Confident.

No doubt for d obvious reasons, such a wise person seems as a MYSTERY to many as to how does he have undisputed grace in life..hw he achieves everything he wants, widout fail and dat too in d same fashion as he desired..he leaves one n all (regardless of age, gender or status) INSPIRED n AMAZED by his so Perfect Persona...the BEST in everything.. having no signs of doubts, fears, anxieties...only one thing reflects n dats CONTENTMENT!!

Anyone can understand them only if they hv got d patience to dive deep widin their amazing self..n observe dem closely. Else, they are quiet n remain Mystery for all insincere flocking fools..never explain demselves to ppl..even a word of Wisdom is given briefly wid d divine importance of every word. Lucky r d ones who can actually understand dem deeply n ya once they do, dere is nuthn which can stop dem from not getting Inspired by such Wise Persons n Respect dem throughout dere Life!! They quietly Set an EXAMPLE for oders to follow n let dem find even dere meaning of Life!! One n all Respect them for what they are..

Am feeling so Proud to be a person who z willing to learn, change n grow out to be such a Great Wise Person for the Lifetime!!! May I be able to consistently set an Inspiring Example for one n all to even raise their spirits n live a meaningful Life..a Life dats meant to be appreciated every moment for all its Beauty n to be Grateful about to the ALMIGHTY!!

Killing me inside...

Aaah..hv u ever felt dat every day u get up thinking sum thoughts n end up thinking d same thoughts over & over till d next dawn cums n den even keep thinking (widout knowing) for d next dawn n so on..why do we not stay at a higher mental frame dat we aspire to, dat we choose or want to remain, even after reaching dere? why is it dat we learn sumthing in life and den during d passage of time we quickly unlearn d same (widout knowing)..n den again life teaches d same lesson..which dis time we feel we r goin to retain it forever..but no!! we again unlearn..well dis does nuthn, but kills a Beautiful person sitting within us, a person dats only meant to Shine n shine with all its Might!!

BUT now when m confessing all dis, it has got a deep meaning to me..a meaning of Unshakable commitment to nobody but my SELF.. i hv decided very firmly dat m no-more goin to play dis hide n seek game wid my Self..n m nt goin to kill my Inner Self at ne cost..Instead i hv taken full charge of my SELF n m going to Reach d highest level of EXCELLENCE within me, no matter what!! n dere z goin to be NO TURNING BACK now!!

Well during dis learning-unlearning process, a gud thing happened to me..as its rightly said, every experience leaves u teaching sumthin, if u keep ur eyes n ears open to sense it!! So even dis killing process made me learn sum REAL Facts of life - d fact dat life has its own mystery, people here r goin to remain d same, situations, though in different manner may crop up, but d essence within them stays d same..n yeah, most importantly d fact dat Life, at every moment, tests nobody, but YOU!! It, at every phase, checks out how much have u really grown in life..hw much have u learned from it, hw much hv u retained its lessons, hw deeply hv u understood Your own Great Self and hw consistent r u going to stay wid ur nothing less den the BEST Self always!! In short, d CRUX z its always ur own PERSONAL COMMITMENT dat matters..d commitment to be the BEST that u can be in life, to be d someone for whom u can always feel Proud of in life!! And in this commitment NOBODY, except YOU, plays d role.. a pivotal role!! Therefore, in every situation of life, never undermine this Personal Commitment of Growth in life, coz dis z wat really gives MEANING to d life..a meaning to our existence.

N one more thing, it 's very very easy to slide bk n cum again to live like a normal person wid normal behaviours & mediocricy. But it takes d Real COURAGE out of u to b d Different n Walk d DIFFERENCE wid ur Personal commitments..ur Values!!

Wid all dis, m starting afresh wid all d more vigour n unshakable commitment to transform my self from a "Better ME" to be THE BEST of Me..luv u, as alwaz!!

Need to Act upon..

Well...logging into my blog after a pretty long time..don knw d reason y..may b coz my personal diary finds its place every day to get my thoughts poured into it. But anyways..m happy to cum bk!! :) as it's rightly told "Late better den never!!"

Had a great Sunday..spent Quality time with Self!! Well, to be honest..I really love my own company :-) it's so great, peaceful n divine to be with self..the space that it holds always inspires me to be the "Best of Me", to get the "Best out of Me" and to lead the life with a Bigger picture..a picture which is larger than Self, larger than our mere existence!! To lead the life getting above all the petty issues surrounding our own selves, getting above our Own-selves and to really do something to make a difference to this world!! Afterall, our life can't be simply meant to be lived for our ownselves..as there is a whole lot of world waiting to be really taken care of..the world that needs our undivided Attention and ACTION.. and it's our duty to give back something to the society!!

Well, as very rigthly said..a journey always begins with a single step..so jus taking time out of my busy schedule (which is nothing more than a slang) and giving a thought as to what it is that we as a youth can do..a youth who holds a volcano of abundance energy and which, if rightly used can completely change the picture of this world!! If we are so powerful, then what it is really that's holding us back..and that we simply r lost in our own world, unaware of the tremendous potential within us, which is jus waiting to erupt??

Cant find an appropriate answer to this right now..but one thing m very sure is that there is a great deal of stuff to be actually thought of and then rightly acted upon!! Time is passing quickly..so before it reaches to a level where we find our energies drained out completely in those "many unessential stuffs" that we even loose our whatever lil connection we hold with our inner potential..WE NEED TO ACT UPON!!

With this "Weekend-special thought"..i hope to start afresh the coming week n do what is required to be done earnestly!!

Thank you God for all Your Blessings!! Amen..

My Journey towards Self-Realization - I

Well..just taking my memories back in the early years of my childhood..when i had just started feeling my lil presence in this world..i was blessed to be the first child of my parents..long-awaited too (born almost after more than 5 years).. so, now one can sense the amount of warmth, care and affection that GOD had written in my destiny since childhood..am grateful!! And top of that, I had the privilige to take birth in a joint family with all close relations under one roof..however, owing to the same reason, my mom used to remain very much busy in her daily chores and could not pay much attention upon me...but somehow I always used to manage this by catching her attention crying aloud now and then :) after all that's the privilege a lil child can only enjoy n i was simply giving doing justice to this fundamental right ;)

When i grew a lil big, i got a cute company to play with, to fight with..n that was my golu molu cute sis!! She was really very cute when she was born and unlike me, never used to cry also...but always remained cheerful..though i was quite young, but somehow i cud relate her to me as someone close..well, the time just passed by with its own speed and then i grew a bit more to be sent to school..

Being born in a traditional family, I was admitted in a hindi medium school with my other cousins.. We all used to go together..I remember how I really used to enjoy going school, studying, giving exams, participating in school activities..and that was the time when i first time realized that I simply love studying, learning and growing..as a result of which I used to flare better than my associates in every exam..

But the credit of having this first Self-realization goes entirely to my papa..who always had taken a deep interest in my studies since my nursery and had never seen me as a normal mediocre child but always as someone very bright!! He completely beieved in me..and may be that's one of the big reason that after my two years of school, I was admitted in a convent english school..the first girl in our family to be sent to english school..I still rem the time when my papa used to daily ask me about all what i studied in school that day and i, so enthusiastically, used to explain every little thing..Before my exams, he used to prepare practice exam papers for me..and then used to check them..i can't express how much he used to do everything for me..and i, in turn, used to enjoy learning, studying, growing, getting the best out of me..and making my parenst feel proud!!

That was the time..and till date..i am still in the process of learning..which i truly enjoy doing!! I have realized very well that I love learning..growing in life in every aspect whether it be intellectual, spiritual, personal or professional..I can never see myself ever stopping..and if I do so, i will be stealing some good things only from myself..I would never want to be that thief which steals one's own potential to come out!! I am sure if I ask you..even you would never want the same to happen with your life..so just go ahead..keep learning all that life has to offer and retain the lessons with bigger perspectives..u never know, when these perspectives become a daily part of ur life and u start growing each day with ur REAL GREAT SELF!!

I feel that every aspect of LIFE gives platform to learn, to grow..and this Learning & Growing gives meaning to my Life..the more i learn, the more i wish to learn..and i wish this unending quest never ends..till the time i unfold every hidden potential within me and learn to give and only give..by making a bit of difference from my side..

Amen!!

Thank You Lord!!

...the very first post on my blog..and to begin with, would first and foremostly want to thank the ALmighty for this beautiful Life and for everything that HE has showered upon me including great and inspiring parents, lovely siblings and friends, wonderful soul, pure spirit, strong will, sound mind, eyes to appreciate the goodness, hands to pray and help, place to sleep, food to eat, water to drink, air to breathe, a b'ful life to live and what not..the list is simply endless!!

Thank you Lord for everything!! and when I say this, I mean each and every word of this line..

May YOUR blessings remain upon me always and i never ever dare to forget You in any moment of my LIFE..BE my Guiding Light..My Sunshine..

May I grow stronger and stronger with each passing moment of my life and radiate the glory of my presence..by making some positive difference to this place, in whatever way I can

Amen!!